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26th-Feb-2009 02:01 pm - Worship the rythm
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I love spending time with Justyna. Its so great to finally be on the same page as someone. Justy I love you girl you're like a best friend and a sister all wrapped into one.
I'm almost done the Pact by Jodi Picoult. It's really good. I love her. Justyna is going to borrow the book after.
Andy I'm pretty sure you made me sick. Fuck you!
Justyna and I are talking about a roadtrip maybe just like Vancouver again or something.JustynaCollapse )
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Well aren't I becoming the little social bee. Now all I have to do is like it. Repeat after me You like your friends. You like spending time with them. In other news we went and saw a movie. I love going to the movies with Aaron it always feels like a date even though we live in the same house. It was great seeing Carson <3. Markie I'm sorry I wasn't really there for you today. I hope we talk soon ♥
29th-Dec-2008 12:37 am - Those were the best days of my life
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Okay so like I had three hipnotiq drinks and a klonopin and then I went to my friend's place. She is a really chill person. That was where I met Nibbs he was so chill (apparently I need that word twice but seriously they are) and then I saw Marcus and he was Marcus haha...you'd have to know him. And get this a girl from middle school who I used to be friends with waai back when Miranda was there. She lives in Calgary now but anyway. It was a good night. I ended up having beer and some shots and a very decent amount of weed. It was a really good night.
28th-Dec-2008 12:37 am - I just kinda died for you
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I'd really like everyone to be able to finish this sentence for me

At the end of my life I would like to be able to say...

...that I wasn't just breathing but truly ALIVE
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To be honest I don't really like holidays. I haven't experienced many good ones. Christmas was always good except the past two years.
My first Christmas with Aaron (Christmas 2006) I had just got out of the psych ward two days before I was on a lot of Zyprexa (ew) and it was my first Christmas without my family. To be honest I don't remember anything except at some point during dinner I took a pair of scissors and gave myself some very crooked bangs. Aaron's family was great. Some didn't say anything, the rest of the people complimented my pathetic attempt.
Last Christmas my parents went on a cruise to Mexico. I was invited but my parents still hadn't come to like Aaron so he was not.
This year it's going to be my family and Aaron. Like my old family and my new family combining and I'm really excited. My parents realized that Aaron is amazign and have come to realize Aaron is an incredible guy and he has become such a part of the family. It's beautiful when you find the man you are going to spend the rest of your life with. Your two families morph into one huge family. God we'll have been together 2.5 years end of January. I love him so much
We decorated the tree the other day. My mom bought us a couple's Christmas ornament and we hung it. Ah I can't wait.
Carson gets in tomorrow. <3<3<3 I miss him. Hope everyone is as excited about Christmas as moi. xo
20th-Dec-2008 09:05 pm - If you were love I'd be the desire
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Aaron,
Pages and pages could be written about how I feel for you it wouldn't be enough. No words can explain just how in love with you I am. Most of the time I don't understand it myself. I think we get each other you know? In a way no one else could. See through to the real person. We are so lucky to have found that. You are my best friend, my man. We are unbreakable. It will be you and me forever. I love you.
20th-Dec-2008 08:37 pm - Make their gentle voices scream
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These past two days together have been great. Yesterday we had to go to court but we flirted and kissed the whole time we were there because we were just in the waiting room. Then we had lunch/dinner at Kelly Os and spent the night with a few pills. It was a good time. The love is most defintely strong.
We spent the day together. Tonight we're having a few drinks. I'm having a hypnotiq/grenadine/sprite combo. Although I'm fairly certain it's only because he's been drinking he's singing the karoke songs with me at this party. Anyway not supposed to be here.
19th-Dec-2008 05:14 pm - The taste of love is sweet
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Shambhala 2008 we were sitting in the Rock Pit (a stage) DJ Bryx was playing. Aaron and I were on mdma and kissing when Ring of Fire played. We decided its our song. Court blah Blades =)
17th-Dec-2008 05:57 pm - The story goes on and on
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In 2009, shambhalite resolves to...
Ask my boss for an alcohol.
Overcome my secret fear of piercings.
Spend more time with my memories.
Pay for my cigarettes on time.
Cut down on my iming.
Be nicer to sickandtwisted.
Get your own New Year's Resolutions:
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So yesterday was my first day sans codeine. Didn't even realize it until today.

Codeine addiction
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